Over the last few days I have made HUGE changes and decisions in my life. Why?!? Because my life is worth it...
What does that even mean?! As a person with BPD (borderline personality disorder) emotions can be intense. I need to be able to balance life and emotions AND I need the people in my life to understand that and to support this. This also means limiting contact or cutting ties with people who dont validate my emotions, who are a trigger for negitive emotions or people who can not show love and affection. By doing this I am happier, I feel like the dust and fog are slowly lifting letting me experience life for what it truly is... No longer living a life of sadness and constantly feeling unloved.
So how am I freeing myself?
1. Cutting out or limiting contact with people who bring sad or negitive emotions out in me
2. Looking for the positivity around me
3. Seeking support from family and friends who can bring peace and positivity
4. Practicing medition and yoga
5. Fung shui
Surrounding yourself with positive vibes.... GAWD... That is easier said then done!
BUT IT CAN BE DONE!
Over the last year I have found myself in a rut...
negative... No so happy go lucky me... Sad.... Not a person that people want to be around... It happens... But its now time for #change !
Here is how I am making my life better with "positive"
1- morning affirmations
3- looking for the good in people... Especially the ones that piss you off
4- find a healthy hobby like running or yoga
5- dont dwell on the past or future.... Live in the now!
I WANNA KNOW...
What are you going to do with your life to make it more enjoyable and positive?
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Lots of you have been asking about the fire that destroyed our business 26 days after opening. Here are a few articles in regards to that!
1 - About the initial fire
2 - About the future of Juniper & Teal
3 - Juniper & Teal giving back
Here is our story...
The last few years have been the hardest... Not only did I have to quite my 9 to 5 job because of some mental health issues, My husband lost his job because of an injury and because neither of us were working we almost lost our home, cars... everything we have worked so hard for. We have tried... and tried... and tried again to rise above these issues with a smile... constantly looking for the "Silver Lining". Prior to opening up my studio back on March 1, 2017 I owned an Interior Design company which slowed down to a halt with the economy.... so I started teaching Paint and DIY classes which then lead to our studio "Juniper & Teal" opening... we thought FINALLY something amazing is happening. We were open a grand total of 26 days and supported over 30 local businesses before a business in our complex started a fire destroying what we worked so hard for.... Insurance did not cover loss of income (because our first 3 weeks we gave away for FREE) or the $20,000 we put into the studio for start up, so we have now had to close that business and have had to come to terms with everything we lost. Since March I have been dealing with depression because of this... AND on top of this situation my brother, who I am extremely close with, has had some health issues and my mom went through a traumatic health experience - which is a rare condition - which almost cost her life... I am also continually dealing with chronic pain and have had extensive surgery multiple times on my jaw because of a car accident over two years ago..... But no more! I am now ready to tackle the world again and surround myself with positive influences!
I have decided to run a business under my name "BLAIR FASAN", This way I can do interior design when the market picks back up, I can still teach my fun and awesome classes at our AMAZING destination locations AND I can continue to help other businesses grow with my business development experience!
We have been through a lot.... We have become stronger and I will bounce back!
Thank you so much for your continued support
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